people don't leave because things are hard, they leave because its no longer worth it..
i have the guts to admit that i liked/ loved you.. once.
it was something more than a friend but less than a lover.
i knew the answer long before you told me,
and all these while i was just testing and waiting to see..
you claim that all along you treated me as a good buddy.. talk is cheap.
when i saw how you reacted and handled this situation, it was disappointing.
actions speaks louder than words..
i was waiting for you, not for the answer but for you to take action,
for you to show that you actually give a damn about this friendship, to take initiative.
you did NONE of the above.. and yes i was really upset.
that was why i offered to leave.. because i've decided to give up.
when you didnt agree on me leaving i was actually glad.
i thought you've finally decided to prove your worth, i felt hopeful.
but my hopes were dashed instantly..
your understanding of my totally harmless message totally "amazes" me.
if i intentionally wanna pick a fight with you, you think i'll really call you a tortise?
who in the world uses tortise as a vulgarity in a quarrel?
who's gonna take tht seriously? goodness gracious!
i was being very nice to you and i guess you just don't seem to see it.
so much for playing nice.. you repay me by saying i'm not free to entertain you.
Hello! do i look very free to you? or being very entertained by you?
or perhaps you think you look like tv mobile or something like that?
just forget all about it.. you were an exquisite waste of time.
i tried my best, i gave all i could, i really thought we could be "buddies"
i'm sorry.. but the love is gone and i'm really tired of being nice.
Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend..