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Friday, October 20, 2006
i had practical exam today!
it suck! the room was so warm, i was perspiring like hell!
some dumb male teacher from dunno which retarded school was shouting at all of us for no reason the moment we stepped into the science lab!
i was not in a good mood! i feel like throwing my pencil case at him!
oh well!
i was trying to peep at other's answer for obvious reasons
for once, i was irritated with my small eyes!
apparently, i cant seem to see any thing! i should have wore my glasses!
it's over anyway! so, who cares man!
after which, we were all imprisoned in the stinky underground band room till 1.30!
cab down to PS with jm and mien to catch a movie-death note
me and mien bought pop corn, 2 cups of CHEESE and BEN & JERRY'S ICE CREAM!
it was my 1st time dipping popcorn in chesse and actually eating them!
it tasted really good! but i dun really fancy eating popcorn
thus, i ended up drinking up the cup of cheese!
yum yum! sinful though! hahas!
when my movie ended, jeff called
then, i went like: oh shit! i have tuition today!
so, he called and called
finally, i picked up!
ask him where he was and everything.
found out that he was already in my house when i am still at PS
AND YES! I LIED TO HIM! ( for the first time i think ) I SAID I WAS ON MY WAY HOME WHICH WAS TOTALLY BULLSHIT!!!
i felt bad! but i told myself not to apologise to him( for some reasons )
in the end he decided not to wait for me any longer,
so, no tuition for me!!! YAY!!!
i dread having tuitions NOW!
i use to enjoy it alot! but, well, things changed, people changed!
i know jeff cares ( does he? hmm )
some things he did in the past that was so nice and all
he WAS such a lovable big brother!
i remember there was once, i called him on the phone at night cause i was really down
and he was there to lend a listening ear and to comfort me
we talked for close to an hour or so
and i didn't know that he doesn't have free incoming calls until cheryl told me days later
he gave me the most interesting presents i ever received!
he always offered to fetch me home at night if we hang out late.
his car got fine because he extended my tuition time! i didn't know about it
until cheryl told me days later again!!!
but, well, it's all past now!
Mr nice guy somehow became Mr not so nice guy!!!
WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED TO THAT BIG BROTHER THAT I LOVED???
well, nobody's perfect! i guess...